I'm going through one of those periods when I'm wondering what in the world am I doing in Taiwan. I am seeing and doing the same things and I'm getting a bit bored. This can't be all there is to life. Maybe I'm going through a mid-life crisis. I don't think so, but that is really depressing because I don't want this to be the middle of my life because that would mean that I'll only live to be 70.
I saw a friend's baby today. I still have these moments when I'm just craving and longing to have another baby, but then I know that this wouldn't be a wise decision, nor can I physically get pregnant again. Sometimes I do feel sorry for myself. I was passing my OB/GYN and I wanted to stop in and ask her to help me again, but then I was smacked to my senses by the reality of my life.
The vacation is almost over and I'll be happy to get back to the routiness of my work week. I'll miss playing with Catherine and doing nothing most of the time, but I do like knowing what I'll do from hour to hour. I have a lot to do on Monday and then there's the bookfair starting next week.
I finally did it! I'm getting contacts. I never thought I'd be one of those vain people that didn't like wearing glasses, but I've finally crossed over and decided that I'm going to kiss them goodbye and say hello to contacts.
Boring life. Need a change.
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